Assalamua Alaikom :),
Hmm, I'm going through a weird time in my life. I'm half here and half not. Sad, really.
I don't want to grow up any further. Heck, if I could, I would stop time and reverse it. Back to when I still had my innocence, back when I was 'too young to know'. Growing up sucks. Especially, if you're not sure what to do or how to feel...
Half here. I'd actually like to keep it that way. Don't wanna think about it too much...*pushes thoughts out of head* Aaah...This will only work for a lil longer. I'm gonna have to deal with it sooner or later. For right now, I'd just like to think about how much I love my mom. I want to cry. For some reason, I keep thinking everyone I love is going to die before me and I will have to witness their death. I'm losing it, aren't I? Hmm. And I haven't seen my dad all day, today! Oh man..I miss him. Insha'Allah I'll see him tomorrow. Tomorrow...:(...happy thoughts, happy thoughts...I have a nutrition exam tomorrow! er..:) heh.
Shukr Alhamdulillah. Thank You, Allah (subhana wa ta'ala), for evverrryythhiiiinnnggg. Best of all, my iman. And my family, of course. Subhan'Allah.
Sigh :). Wa Salam :).
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4 comments:
hope the exam went well inshallah
and hey, everyone feels like that from time to time
just do more dua for them (and me :-D )
Awww.. *hugs*
hey sis it's been a while. hope ur well. -ally xx
blog blog blog! :p
You're in my du'as bro :)
Ally - wow. long time no see!! hugs :) come back :( I have no way of keeping in contact with you! Hope you're doing well Insha'Allah :)
brohood: i will soon...I just can't think of anything to blog about hmm..
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