Don't Report Me To the Asylum....just yet.

Assalamua Alaikom :),

Hmm, I'm going through a weird time in my life. I'm half here and half not. Sad, really.

I don't want to grow up any further. Heck, if I could, I would stop time and reverse it. Back to when I still had my innocence, back when I was 'too young to know'. Growing up sucks. Especially, if you're not sure what to do or how to feel...

Half here. I'd actually like to keep it that way. Don't wanna think about it too much...*pushes thoughts out of head* Aaah...This will only work for a lil longer. I'm gonna have to deal with it sooner or later. For right now, I'd just like to think about how much I love my mom. I want to cry. For some reason, I keep thinking everyone I love is going to die before me and I will have to witness their death. I'm losing it, aren't I? Hmm. And I haven't seen my dad all day, today! Oh man..I miss him. Insha'Allah I'll see him tomorrow. Tomorrow...:(...happy thoughts, happy thoughts...I have a nutrition exam tomorrow! er..:) heh.

Shukr Alhamdulillah. Thank You, Allah (subhana wa ta'ala), for evverrryythhiiiinnnggg. Best of all, my iman. And my family, of course. Subhan'Allah.

Sigh :). Wa Salam :).

It's beginning to feel a lot like Eid...

Assalamua Alaikom :),

As I wait for the henna on my hand and feet to dry, I'll wish everyone an EID MUBARAK! :D woohoo. Have a great time, insha'Allah!

I need sleep; I need to be up in 3-4 hours O.o...I shall saran wrap my hand and feet lol...and sleep. shoot. see ya'll.

Salam :).

Allahu Akbar!

Assalamua Alaikom wa rahmatullah wa barakatuhu :D,

Hi, howdy, I'm doing my homework...wait for it...on a SATURDAY! weee. This kicking the procrastination habit thing feels good :D. Haha...Back to work for me! You just can't stop me now ;).

Wa Salam :).

P.S. Wow...my shortest post, yet ;P.

I like sayin 'Ankaboot ;D.

Assalamua Alaikom,

Hi, hello, how do you do? :) Me? I'm good, Alhamdulillah, thanks for asking :P. Can you believe we're more than half way through Ramadan?! O.o I can't...May Allah (swt) help us make the most of the remaining days of this blessed month, Ameen.

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The parable of those who take guardians besides Allah is as the parable of the spider that makes for itself a house; and most surely the frailest of the houses is the spider's house if they but knew. [29:41]

Subhan'Allah. Paints a clear picture...

Alhamdulillah. I am grateful that Allah (subhana wa ta'ala) chose to guide me. I am a Muslimah. I bow in worship to my one and only Lord.

I came across this ayah right before bed last night...I dreamt [or is it dreamed?] of a white and gray [almost silver] spider. It was huge! 'Bout the size of my palm O.o and boy was it a beaut! :faint:. I was laying on the floor and it kept tickling the soles of my feet, making me giggle...It felt so real haha uuh :weirdo:. I wonder if a spider like that really exists...sigh.

Hehe..anyway! picture time! [you like that transition from the ayah, eh ;).]

Lemme start off with the best! The most dangerous! yeeee! [I'm actually excited about this lol.]

Australian Redback:




Brown Recluse Spider! Wow, when this lil bugger bites...it's grotesque!! like wow...You should see for yourself...that is, if you have the stomach for it heh :S.

Amazing web-making skills spiders have!


Black Widow, male and female! I know this one [the male, thank God...I hope I never have to cross paths with the female O.o] all too well ^_^. Lurve the blacknicity.


Daddy Long Legs - my first crush.

People on Flickr are so artsy fartsy!

How can someone not find these creatures fascinating?!?!

Ah ok, It's nearly time for school and I'm not ready haha...Too engrossed in the spiders, I s'pose :P. And yes, I know, I risk losing all my viewers by publishing this post...at least my true fans will shine through, right? :D

G'day, Salam :).